The first song is called "Firework" by Katy Perry. This song helps you feel a sense of worth. "You don't have to feel like a waste of space You're original, cannot be replaced If you only knew what the future holds After a hurricane comes a rainbow Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road Like a lightning bolt, your heart will glow And when it's time, you'll know You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine Just own the night like the 4th of July Cause baby you're a firework Come on, show 'em
what you're worth Make 'em go, oh, oh, oh As you shoot across the sky" Good things tend to follow the bad. I just gotta show people that I believe that I am worth something. I am worthy to live another day. I can NOT be replaced. There is only ONE Kayla Nicole Vaughn with my DNA. I will make it through this rut. Listen to Firework .
The next song is called "Part of Me" by Katy Perry (I'm on a Katy Perry "kick" right now).
I just absolutely love this song. The video suggests its about a girl who stands up to her bf and decides he's not going to rule her life anymore. Well IC, depression, anxiety, and endometriosis are NOT going to rule my life anymore. "You took my light You drained me down But that was then And this is now Now look at me! This is the part of me That you're never gonna ever take away from me, no This is the part of me That you're never gonna ever take away from me, no Throw your sticks and stones, Throw your bombs and blows, But you're not gonna break my soul." IC has drained me emotionally and physically and it took my light, but you know what? I got that light back "I just want to throw my phone away. Find out who is really there for me" There have been so many times I wanted to do this. My disease has shown me that I had some fake friends but I also found out who my true friends are. True friends are rare to find these days.
The next song is "Perfect" by Pink. This is a wonderful song for anyone going through depression. Just want to share some lyrics that really speak to me.
"Made a wrong turn Once or twice Dug my way out Blood and fire Bad decisions That's alright Welcome to my silly life Mistreated ,Misplaced, Misunderstood, Miss no way it's all good It didn't slow me down. Mistaken Always second guessing Underestimated Look I'm still around"We all have made wrong choices in life. We have all made mistakes. We've all been done wrong but we have to keep out heads up.
"You're so mean When you talk About yourself, you were wrong Change the voices in your head