I Believe I Can FLY

This post is about two songs. The first song, I think we all know. It's called "I Believe I Can Fly" I'm just going to post the whole song lyrics because this song is just that powerful!


                                                    "I Believe I Can Fly"

I used to think that I could not go on
And life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
I'm leaning on the everlasting arms

If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

[Chorus:]
I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly

See I was on the verge of breaking down
Sometimes silence can seem so loud
There are miracles in life I must achieve
But first I know it starts inside of me, oh

If I can see it, then I can be it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

[Chorus]

Hey, cause I believe in me, oh

If I can see it, then I can do it (I can do it)
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

[Chorus]

Hey, if I just spread my wings
I can fly
I can fly
I can fly, hey
If I just spread my wings
I can fly-eye-eye-eye
Hum, fly-eye-eye

This song is me in so many ways! I used to think I could not go on. Last night I thought that, when I was referred to Pain Management. I felt like my doctor was giving up on me. But again my friend Morgan come through and told me she thought the same thing but that's not it at all. He is just trying to get my pain under control. I obviously need to be on Pain meds to keep my pain under control. I guess I felt like my body was giving up. Giving up on my dreams. Cause I can't function that well on Pain medicine. I have to rely on my parents for everything. And I'm going back to school. But I'm going to give it my all! And I thought life was an awful song. My life has been pure hell the past two years. From all this pain to being called a drug addict. From losing my job to applying for disability. "But now I know the meaning of true love I'm leaning on the everlasting arms" God LOVES me so much and I'm giving all my sickness, problems and stress to him! I'm leaning on him and you know what? HE WANTS ME TO!

I wasn't on the verge of a break down... I DID break down. And when I was alone was the worst thing for me. But now I'm going everyday and hanging out with people. Just keeping myself busy. Y'all now I believe I can FLY! I just have to believe it!

The next song is called Fly by Nicki Minaj and Rhianna. I love Rhianna's plart in this song and that's what I want to share. 

" I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive. I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise. To fly. To Fly" 

Like I said I absolutely love this part. Cause this is how I'm starting to live my life with IC. I WILL win, conquer, fight, thrive, survive, prosper, rise and to FLY! I WILL BEAT THIS!!

Here's the links:

I Believe I Can Fly

Fly

Glee Mash up of both songs